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Is It Really Goodnight?

by Celeste Madden

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Brushed my teeth for what I thought Was gonna be my last Lean into the aftershock Of April fading fast Into the citrine summer dew With sunlight glazing over Morning hits the observation deck But I don't feel a thing I'm running out of fishing line Push my head down into the blue I wanna get it right every time When I don't know what to do This is my nightly routine This is my bread and butter Everyone knows what's wrong with me But nobody knows what's the matter
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Lapdog 03:39
how does it feel to be hated now by the people you thought were the in crowd built up a fence to keep the family out I’ll never grow to understand it your body turned on itself and then your friends were next high on the love-in and it went to your head but by all means babe do the unexpected and surprise me then How could I have known what was wrong When you seem to have it all I might come running when you call But I won’t be your lapdog You are a bee sting and you’re biting down hard Do you see colour in that dead end glance? There’s only so much I can do to excuse you Or to dance to your drum in the way that I used to Are you thinking of me when you’re bored ? and I know that it’s just the way you’re made forever shifting the blame from yourself drown someone else for a fresh start And all you do is play your game I won’t be a part of what you want for me Full of virtue, you’re a saint Will they still love you in the end ?
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Millennium 04:00
I drove into a wall today It was the greatest thing I ever did And in the thrill I felt your shape It was just like old times with old friends I wanna watch you eat all day And then take my leave into the floor How else is someone meant to find Who out there is worth living for And before we hit the bottom before the shepherds say goodnight you should know that I’m a bad omen but our love isn’t a bad sign I can dream it clearly now If I close my eyes I’m almost there You in the garden, freckled smile A doll’s house with a dining set Feels like I’m wading through an hourglass What would your counsellor say about that ? Be the assistant and I’ll do the magic tricks Pulling a miracle out of a hat And before we hit the bottom before the shepherds say goodnight you should know that I’m a bad omen but our love isn’t a bad sign Or did I say it one too many times I’m really sorry for the songs I write about you I’ll cup my hands so you can cry Laid to rest on the shore so the waves can flow through Through Through Through Do you see me too ?
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don’t tell me to run from you you’ve never been the monster you thought unfulfilled promises it’s always been you from the start and when you’re dragged back to the shore i’ll come calling that’s my boy that’s my boy the last dance underneath a bridge dragging out goodbyes close to where my family lives so no one saw me cry on my way home i turned back to see you but you’d already gone that’s my boy that’s my boy
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I think you’re a conduit For heaven to speak through cover me in siren song and make me part of you you sing so sweetly when you drown me in the lake but now that I can hear myself I know why you ran away and the dreams you eat for breakfast the dreams you eat I still wear the earrings do you still have the CD? sometimes i wish I didn’t have these things constantly reminded of how I’ve been lonely your touch is still imprinted on me fingertips that never left my body should be saying I’ve moved on again guess I forgot my line down on both my knees but then I’m not the begging kind don’t make me your chore just say you’ll hold me when I die cos then I’ll be your martyr Joan of Arc, canonised bury me bury me you’ve buried me bury me bury me you’ve buried me
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Fever Dream 03:32
tracing a fine line let’s be alone and kill some time how early is too early to will you to tell me that you’re mine and if I could drown out all of the thoughts that hold you down except it’s me that keeps you captive on the sofa at your house what’s the use in being blue surely you know I was made for you bored at the party feeling watched in empty rooms I’ve learned my lesson not to touch you better delusions there to stick to laid on your chest and wide awake I made you laugh when I asked what’s your resting heart rate and you said how would I know that I’m never sure how I’d have answered it holy feeling speaking through me I expect love to save me anticipate ruin lift the latch on the safety lock then hide under tables your nuclear warhead rocks the world that you’re ending I’m seeing you I’m seeing you in fever dreams

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the 2021 second EP, is it really goodnight?

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released December 17, 2021

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Celeste Madden UK

19 year old British singer/songwriter . My new EP, Is It Really Goodnight? is out now.

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